not quite sure why I wait so long in between writing in a journal, but it's about time i did so. Who knows, maybe this blog thing will allow me to develop better writing skills? But then again, perhaps it’s just another way for me to transfer my good intentions to something new without having to accept the fact that I have failed to actually keep up with something.
*sigh*
it’s silly to think that actually starting a blog will make me a strong enough writer to work for a place like nbc. Is that why I’m really doing this? Or is it because that’s what seems to be the latest thing to do? Or even just to move from one seemingly failed attempt at expression to a “promising and new” one? Ehh. It’s tough to say, but all I know is that xangas were fun in high school.
I do know that I can’t spend too much time on here tonight because I have to get up for work in the AM just like I have to do everyday…blah. Tomorrow I shall be assertive in my efforts to get out of the hecticly-scheduled mess that I always get myself into!! hold me to it. How many times will I have to go through this until I learn that over-offering availability breeds exhaustion and resentful behavior? It’s truly silly for a girl to think she knows what she wants : P
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